Archive for September, 2008

September 27, 2008

Inside Your Head

When you think you are lost and you feel so needy
Is when you crave certain things cuz you’re so hungry
So you do all the things so you’ll reach each goal
And to everyone else you appear in control
You’re surrounded with friends so you may appear whole
But you don’t open up, you don’t show them your soul

And all you achieve makes you seem unique
While deep down inside you’re totally weak
Many different feats that you will complete
But you’re so compulsive that you get no sleep

Is this how you really want to spend every day-
Constantly pushing many people away?
Is your lifestyle a choice, is it one that you picked –
Or inside your head do you feel some conflict?

Well, I don’t think you’re truly as cold as you seem
You just want to ensure that you live your dream
At least you’re focusing yourself on your passions
And making sure that you do not have distractions

Maybe in the past, things were done to you that hurt
So you want everyone’s attention to divert
To your many different talents and what you can do
So that you feel like people would not betray you

In certain aspects nobody knows who you are
Only show them strong points, never reveal a scar
But you still find your own way that you can connect
With others while receiving their hard-earned respect

Or maybe this is what you want us to believe
It’s just a clever trick that you pulled from your sleeve
But none of us will ever find out what is real
Because your whole self you will never reveal

September 24, 2008

I wonder if they called Len

I received this in my inbox earlier today (technically yesterday).

September 22, 2008

The Dirty Little Secret

The Dirty Little Secret

Deliberate Gentle Sex Master (DGSM)

The Dirty Little Secret

Innocent but fundamentally sexual, like the word "finger". You are the Dirty Little Secret.

Few women have the confidence for sex mastery, and among nice girls, like you, it’s almost unheard of. So congratulations. You’ve had plenty of adventures, but you’ve remained a kind, thoughtful person. Your friends appreciate your exploits. They even live vicariously through you.

You seek pleasure, but you’re not irresponsible. You are organized and cautious, and you choose your lovers wisely. One, you don’t like dirtbags. And two, you like to maintain control. Or at least lose it selectively. You might notice that older men single you out. They have an eye for your sensual nature. Take it as a compliment.

You enjoy making people happy, and it’s inevitable that many guys will fall harder for you than you for them. You’re not completely comfortable in a serious, long-term relationship right now. Our guess is that the key to extended happiness will be finding a responsible, but kinky, mate.

Your exact female opposite:

The Wild Rose

The Wild Rose

Random Brutal Love Dreamer

Always avoid: The Hornivore (RBSM), The Manchild (RBLD), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

Consider: The Bachelor (DGSM), The Backrubber (DGSD)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test           My Result
September 17, 2008

Fall Semester 2008

Here is what I’m studying this semester:


September 15, 2008

Brushing your teeth is hot


Just ask Andre 3000 of Outkast and Ron Underwood of Opiate for the Masses.

September 15, 2008



September 14, 2008

“Desperate Leaders” is finished! Listen here. :)

Here is the finished version of the song "Desperate Leaders" I recorded with Skitzo Calypso.

September 7, 2008

She rocks about as hard as Celine Dion

September 3, 2008

Mike Q – a year later

 About a year ago, my close friend and inspiration, Mike Q (Michael Sean Quental) passed away.

Mike –

I still feel you with me all the time. And I feel that many things which have happened in my life for the past year were somehow because of you. I don’t know if this is real or imagined. But either way, it shows how important you were (and still are) in my life.

I wish all the time that you were still here but I am glad that while you were alive that we were able to meet and become great friends.

I will never forget you, even if I am old and get alzheimer’s.

September 2, 2008

The day and age of the ex-reality and porn “stars”

What was originally intended to be just one post about my Saturday night here in my Livejournal has turned into a Blog Battle of sorts.

Kendra Jade Rossi decided to post this blog on her Myspace page in response to the attention my Livejournal entries about Lukas Rossi’s show the other night are getting:

I don’t know how many more times mandimercedes and I have to point out that neither she nor I were kicked out of the club! Maybe Kendra is confusing us with this:

Subject: RE: LOL!!

Body: about the lucas show…we left right after they escorted the girl from the show for saying "you suck" and somehow security overheard her. Then I opened my cell phone and they came over to tell me to turn it off…I had to tell them sarcastically "I will turn off my phone I will also be quiet and please dont hit me…" 🙂 laughing we left..

I’ve been to Bedrock before and I know this is not their style. They only did this because Kendra Jade and Lukas wanted that. Again, I’d like to point out that the staff at Bedrock are awesome and I have nothing against them. They are friends of mine. It is Lukas and Kendra that are unprofessional.

The only reason the girl said "you suck" in a private conversation is because of how Lukas was acting. Funny how none of the males who straight up yelled out mean things to Lukas in a loud manner were not kicked out. Only a female was kicked out. I wonder why.
There was a girl who was kicked out and just let back in a few mintues later.

I wish I could post some of the other messages I got agreeing with me and telling me other stories about Lukas and Kendra, but I would be giving away their identities, even if I took out names. Some people are from L.A. and know them. The messages I received are freakin’ funny!

By the way, if you guys hate bloggers so much, why did Lukas post this picture and send it to Perez Hilton?! (Thanks to one of my commenters who told me about, which is where I saw this):

A few of you asked me if I will be attending the show tomorrow in Virginia. I actually would (for my friends in Beretta Jane, not for Lukas) but I have my C/C++ class tomorrow evening. I am not, as Kendra states, hiding behind a fake name and behind a computer. CherryTeresa is the name I have been using for years, before MySpace or Livejournal or any of that. It is the name I have been using when I perform or record my music. People know me and know who I am. You’re the one posting anonymous comments on my blog. Now you claim you won’t post on my page and you’d rather post in your own blog but that’s only because I made it known that I have the IP addresses logged. And because you realize I screen the comments (but I have unscreened all of them except for those who double-posted or posted their own personal information).

And by the way, I’m not hurt, as you say. This is funny stuff!

"I could tell you the REAL story about this , and about many of the other rumours etc. but the truth is I am above it."
The truth is that you would have to either lie to explain what happened or admit that you two are jerks.